Deceit, Defeat....episode repeat

The wretched pain is growing with the crown of thorn,
The fire is naked and dancing to my skin,
The sun is beckoning to become reborn,
The guilt of this absence now lies me paper thin,

The spiteful tongue of hate is whipping me to shreds,
The reaper lurks behind my door and knocks with joyful glee,
I walk upon this burning path where no-one should ever tread,
The acid spit of my demons helps me to foresee,

The window I'm about to break through and crumble to the ground,
The bleeding I'm about to pursue,
The missing pieces will soon be found,
As I await my turn in the guilty Que,

The rumors spread round my head,
The way the feeling wrapped me up and now I'm numb,
I walk upon the tightrope and await the tears to shed,
I've been added up and now just a sum,

Now to unleash everything and make them pay,
My wings are long gone and I'm about to fight deceit,
This is it I think as I plunge into everything I have to say,
That's it, this is my final defeat....

*Emma*