Once Again, It Passes over me

Here it comes again
this familiar, yet alien feeling

i feel it pass over
like a shadow on a summer day

i cant seem to shake it
no it\'s here once again

i am compelled to do damage
just to cause self harm

i can\'t help myself
now the deed is done

my mind is much clearer
my hands are that much more steady

if only I could get that feeling
without the battle wounds