Suicide gone wrong

"Let me out !" She yelled at the
top of her lungs . Even though
there was no one around to hear .
But it was her fault that she was
all alone and no one she loved
was near .

She had planned it all perfectly .
CUT, PILL'S, DIE . That was the
order for her to proceed . As the
blood seeped from her body and
the pill's did their work, she fell
down on her knee's .

She lay down on the floor as she
slipped into a trance, and her
thoughts worked on their own .
she heard her mother's cry and
felt her pain inside . Then she
knew that she was wrong .

She tried to force her body to move
so that she could make it to the
phone . But the feel of cold and
fear as she watched the ghost of
death walk near . Kept her
paralized in a zone .

" I changed my mind ." She cried .
"I was stupid and thoughtless,
Now I want to stay . My mother
needs me, I must go on, I can't
leave her this way ."

No reply came . It just took hold
of her hand, and lead her to the
darkness .