I want all of you and not just a
thought.
I want all of you,
But i don't want to get caught.
I want all of you,
All of you tonight,
But still i find,
I just don't want to cry.
I can't explain why it all comes out,
I don't know why i can't turn
around,
I'm questioning if were really right.
After all we put us through this
fight.
Do you really want to give it up,
Did i really say i wouldn't care?
Of course i do,
Now I'm scared I'll loose you.
I'm uncontrollably afraid you
won't be there,
Like I've never had to be before.
This alone is why I'm scared.
I'm trying to let it out,
I'm breathing so heavy now,
Adrenalin rushing,
Heart pumping,
Surprised I'm still alive.
Still can't say what i mean.
When do i hold your hand?
When do i come over again?
What do you really feel?
Why don't i believe it's real?
Why?
When I'm trying so hard?
you want to joke,
But i don't think I'm strong
enough to take it.
I don't like to be weak.
But it's so hard to speak.
Is it real,
Is it all out here?
Am i turning away,
Or is it just me?
I need all of you,
Maybe i do need to get caught,
That way i don't,
Fall?
save me, your the only one who knows how, not even i do right now. save me i need all of you, do you understand what I'm trying to get through to you? do you know? where are we suppose to go? i love you, i love you, that is all i know.