A Sisters pen flowing

On the top of this paper
There were so many erase marks
So many titles for this poem
I counted five...

I decided to not make this poem rhyme for once...
Why should I?
I don't have to, to get you to read it do I?
I can see you shaking your head no

Listen to me Sunshine, I wrote you a letter today
I didn't know what to say...
I miss you so much
This holiday has been so hard
With each year we become closer
The more of my heart you become

You see I ask God all the time
Why'd he put you in my life?
Is there a reason we haven't found yet?
Will there be an obstacle one of us will face?
That we need each other to pull through?

Why are you where you are?
Why am I where I am?
Why isn't I can't be with my girl?

Are we ever destined to meet?
Or will I forever feel this way?
Oh maybe I'm just over exggerating
Maybe I'm just to attatched

If you are forever in my heart
Why is it you are so missed?
Why would I write four poems for you?
Then put them in a box?

Regardless, I'm still here
Your little sister waiting
After every holiday
With open arms...
In that commputer screen
Sits an e-mail or poem
Saying welcome back to work

But as long as I shall live
There will be that part of me
Wanting to wake up in the morning
And run across the hall
Tell you "get up sis
I made breakfast for you for your brithday"
Or tell you to hold my hand
While we sneak down the hall
To watch presents be put under the tree

There will be that want in my soul
Of you an I to go shopping
Just big and little sis

Trust me sooner or later
I'll sccept I'm living reality
I'll accept that can not be

For now I'll go where the pen takes me
Like with this poem
I love you big sis with all my heart
Your just missed way more then you think

With a kiss and a hug, love
This ink in my pen will now stop flowing!

I miss you Titta...what a weird poem this was huh? Never wrote a non-rhyming poem this way..ehh hope you like it all the same!