I sit here in this classroom no one seems to care
People around me laughing not so much aware
But I know what is happening my soul must scream and shout
Questions I can not answer the truth must never come out
Teachers come and go and still I sit here just the same
Not even I know how to feel but still I take all the blame
These people are so happy and hyper all in one
I bet no one seen it coming when I started fooling with that gun
People than found out what I have been feeling all those years
But they still don't understand even tho they cry so many tears
Life can be so stressful when you are just a teen
I hope one day to wake up saying this was all a dream
But for now my feelings stay Strong because I don't know how to feel
I just want to run away where life is not so real
No pain and no suffering
No life and no death
And when I finally get their I know that I can rest
Through the years I've found out no one really cares
I find myself wandering through the glances and the stares
But for I will take it and bottle it up inside
Because I know that one day every one will die
