I had a dream the other night,
I was down in your room,
and you kissed me, I smiled at you and told you I loved you.
Everything was perfect,
and than I woke up,
woke up in a bed with no one in it but me, upset, crying and thinking,
" how could this be".
I wondered around my apartment,
lost, empty hearted and confused.
Everything I fight so hard not to feel. I didn't know that this much pain and heartbreak could be this real.
I dred sleeping because I might see you and I know, that when I wake up not only will I be disappointed, my hurt will be more too.
