Honestly

Please believe me,
I tried my best to forget you.
But I'm still sitting here waiting,
For the words to come out of your mouth; "I love you"; "I need you."

I gave my heart to you,
I tried and I tried each time.
Now it's killing me to know,
That you aren't by my side.

Honestly I didn't mean to hurt you,
I didn't mean to cry.
I didn't mean to make your life a living hell,
But honestly, I have tried...

Now I'm sitting here by myself,
Thinking about the memories we had.
They're the closest I'll ever get to you again,
And I can't feel anything but sad.

My life is empty and lonely,
Because you aren't around anymore.
"Things are going to get better,"
Is what I said before.

I know things are going to be OK,
But they'd be better with you here.
You made my life full of happiness,
You'd wipe away my tears.

By: Heidi
January 12 2006

*bad night... please vote/comment... it would mean a lot to me. ;D