I try not to cry
Oh my god how i try
of all the times I think of you
~n~ wonder why you do
All those things in you life
drugs made you lose your wife
You also lost your son
while you thought you were having fun
with all your friends
so where are they in the end?
I don't understand
why you let go of my hand
you are my big brother
we were always together
you there when i cried
you never left my side
Then you started doing drugs
and didn't even give me a hug
I remember those days
when you never went away
I remember how you raised me
and promised you'd never leave me
when mom and dad would fight
you held me~n~told me everything was all right
Then you left me
~n~ you don't see
how you make my world fall down
cause now your never around
I love you
no matter what you do
I just wish I could see why you do these things
I wish you could see
what you mean to me.
