Listen

Listen

all you see or hear is lies
all those times we laugh
i wanted to cry instead
things have turn against me

i sick of this
why cant i end right now
im always alone
i dont talk to no one
i wish i could turn things around

i just want to be happy
have hope and the feeling of being loved
i want to stop lying
start trying
for things to get better

but ive tried that
the past comes back
rips u apart
into pieces

im giving signs for help
but no one talks to me
am i even hear or just another
hopeless soul
that people think all i want is attention

i dont want that
just for someone to listen
to try and understand
i want to be someone

even writing this still
no one well talk to me
im going to stop reaching out
couse i just feel more pain when
no one hears

ive wrote my suicide note
im all ready to go
if u could only listen
or even understand
i wouldnt be doing this
not even one cut on my hand