Emptyness

I look at her picture trying to remember her that feeling that i once knew. as i stare at her face i feel as if Ive become inhuman, become something with no heart or soul, for i feel no grief, no sorrow, no hatred and no joy, just emptiness. as if everything in me just died and rotted till there was no sign of it left, but try as i must nothing happens, so i stare harder and harder just wishing for some feeling of joy or sorrow so i know my time with her was not just some twisted dream. so i sit here waiting for the person that can awaken the feeling i once knew and fill the emptiness i now know.