Actually Mean

I dont want to love you
I dont want to care
I dont want to feel for you
Feelings that were always there

I dont want to miss you
I just dont want to need
I dont want to love you so much
That my heart, it breaks and bleeds

I dont want to have you
I dont want us to be
I dont want to love you
Like the way that you love me

I dont want to long for you
In the middle of the night
I dont want to be in your arms
Where youre holding me so tight

I dont want anything to do with you
And I dont want you around
I dont want you to pick me up
When it is Im feeling down

I dont know what I want
But I dont want you to know the truth
I dont want you to know that when I say I dont
That I actually mean I do