The blood runs down my wrist like pouring rain
I love how it takes away all my hidden pain
No one knows I do this everyday
Because no one cares to look my way
When I cut I love how it makes me feel
I go to my own world and it feels so real
A world were I am loved by my family and friends
A world where my ultimate high never ends
A world I know will never exist
No matter how hard I pray for this
So I wipe the blood off my arm
Then step back into the world of harm
I wish someone could understand me
And not judge me by what only their eyes see
People think I'm suicidal
I'm not
But whoever is
Is my true idol
