THE PORTAL

THE WORLDS

Sometimes I'm happy
then again sometimes I'm sad
sometimes I'm bemused
at how life can be.

when I leave my home
and enters the school gate
my emotions change drastically,
it feels like I'm stepping out of a portal
from a world of sadness and misery
and walking into a portal
to a world of happiness
and the aroma of love
and the echoes of children's laughter in the air
seem like music for a sad person to hear
not a bother and nothing to be perturbed about

It's the only place that make me smile
the only place where I can be happy
And be a different me
I have two sides,
when I'm at home I am usually depressed
and at school I am usually the HAPPY VANI.
I wish the day at school would never end
where I can smile and laugh with all my friends

my heart will lust for a happy home
but in the happy world is where I wish I could roam
But at the end of the day I have to go to my wrecked home
so I guess the depressing world
is where I am doomed to roam.