Why did you call, was it really just for sex
You have me guessing, what will happen next
I don't want to sit here, waiting for your call
When I get the feeling I mean nothing at all
I had started to forget the pain in my chest
Figured that you had been just like the rest
I had started to forget the knife in my heart
And knew all I needed was a fresh new start
I went out with some good friends
Who knew my heart was on the mend
I even tried to go out on a date
Partied and played, stayed out real late
At the end of the night, my date kissed me goodbye
I don't know why it happened, but I started to cry
The pain in my chest was now at its worst
I thought any minute my heart would burst
I climbed into bed, I was alone and cold
Thoughts in my head of when I had you to hold
I'll never get through this, my heart will never heal
Why is it this hard, it's like my heart you did steal
But I never even asked for the love that I felt
Maybe I don't want these cards that I've been dealt
If you were the gravity that made my world stand still
Why are you gone, wouldn't it have been God's will
One day at a time I keep telling myself
For now, I lock my feelings up on the top shelf
Please don't call me again, no not at all
Give me some time to build up this brick wall
