My vision is blurred,
My thoughts are whack.
And now I know I wont come back.
My heart slowly stops beating.
And I start weeping.
I'm slowly dying,
I try to stop crying.
But i know, now,
that its too late.
I've met my fate.
I'm now light headed.
And I'm committed.
This is my last and final slit.
This is the end,
This is it.
I hold my breath, and now i can't see,
anything in front of me.
I try to walk,
but then I fall.
I knew this would happen,
all along.
I stagger awhile,
filled with pain.
But I know soon,
it will all go away.
I now take my final breath,
hold it in,
Say, "This is it."
My life flashes before my eyes,
knowing, deep down,
I DO wanna die.
The quiet last second,
is the best of it all.
Knowing now,
that when i fall.
I'll remember nothing at all.
I'll be gone, off this earth.
Alive or dead,
I am still dirt.
It's over now,
the pain is gone,
I should have done this all along.
