Only the outside

I don't want you to hate me
And I hope that you won't
I just want you to love me
But I know that you don't.

I'm to scared to speak
And lose you as a friend
But i think I've already lost you
Its all coming to an end.

You probably think that I hate you
Which is why you don't try
But its cause I love you so much
That I can't tell you why.

Why my tongue turns to stone
And my heart ceases to beat
And I can't love more
Anyone else that I meet.

Because you are the one
With whom I'm meant to be
But only the outside
Not my heart can you see.