The end

For too many years a lingered
the nights were thick and cold
the emptiness wouls seize me
within its deathly hold

the cages closing in
would kill my will to dream
no one knew the lonelyness
no one heard me scream

for hours i would blankly stare
i gasped a bloody knife
i watched it shake within my hand
and watched the end of life

somehow i knew the darkness
would slowly take the grace
inside i knew the world was fake
too crule for my embrace

my soul bruised and thrashed
my spirit close to dead
memories dark and vicious
inside my throbbing head

my heart would pound the last
i heard it echo on
in my mind i understood
at dawn i would be gone