Wid or wid out u

Without you i feel empty
but with you i feel crap
when ever i feel happy
you drop pain into my lap
when ever i am jaded
you seem to make me smile
but i seem to hate the simplest things
when I'm with you for a while
my mind is so confused
my heart is such a mess
your love has made me compromise
with the way you make me stress
i need you by my side
but want you gone from core
i hate Ur god damn every way
but love you so much more
you opened up my eyes to see
but closed them with the fear
of being bruised and wondered
but i need you close and near
sometimes you can annoy me
others i desire
the way your passion creates
a great excising fire
in anger i dispair you
but in sadness i do pray
thats you rescue me from darkness
please don't let me stray
the bad times make me cry
the good times make me laugh
your eyes they make me stutter
but your lies show neither path
i cry your name in vein
for comfort and relief
but your company only draws
the sorrow and the grief
your danger drives me senseless
your tears rip me apart
the feelings seem to rage
deep inside my heart
you carefully deceive me
but you passionately embrace
the tenderness and gentleness
as your fingers touch my face
i wish that you would leave me
but your departure would kill
my happiness to you is pain
my despair is a thrill
you make me feel so free
but your driving me insane
you deception is disaster
the feelings i cant explain
i feel you underneath my skin
you crawl inside of me
in madness i scream angrily
i need to break free