Tonight as i hung out with my friends
I realized how much my feelings twist and bend
Why is it so hard to put a smile on my face
Why do i feel like some big disgrace?
Is it so difficult to have a good time?
Especially when I've got a bunch of shit on my mind?
This is totally ridiculous
Pretending to be happy is a must
I just don't know what to do
My mother wants to pack up and move
Everything is slowly falling apart
Ever since that boy broke my heart
Can i ever be the same?
Or do i have too many issues to name?
I just want to feel like the old me
Tears fall as I fall to my knees
Can't someone tell me why?
Can't someone tell me why i cry?
I beg to be my old self
I beg to have bad health
I don't want to be here anymore
I scream and yell as i slam my door
Sliding down the wall as i wail
Why did i put my heart up for sale
All i do is get hurt
But all i can do is wipe my tears on my shirt
