Blind to what is right in front of us

Never have I endured such a pain,
Where it has made me feel this sick.
A knife to my heart and brutally attacked.
My tears form a sea of sorrow.

Drowning in my own heartache,
A peaceful way of forgiving and forgetting,
Love and heartbreak in flashes of distorted images,
Reflect on the mistakes I make.

Goodbye to the one who was my life,
I'm wishing my world away,
Goodbye to the angel who blessed my soul,
And wrapped me in "made in Heaven" which would never fray.

Like Titanic was strong, never to sink,
It shows nothing can ever out win mother nature,
But never say never because we could forever,
Even though my breath metamorphs into a sigh.

A skipping disk and repeated lyrics,
Flow into my head and out of my mouth like silk,
My eyes are closed, all light is dark,
Nobody's eyes were as deep as yours.

I'd gaze into the rippling pools of blue,
And I'd lose all sense of feeling,
Behind each frown on the outside hid a smile inside,
Because those eyes were my eyes, those eyes were your words.

I already miss the sound of our laughter,
And the happiness bouncing from wall to wall,
When we'd do the silly things from time to time,
But in each others comfort they were not silly at all.

I'm not one to give it all away,
I'm a fighter for what I believe in,
I believe in you, I believe in me, I believe in us,
And for once what you say is not my lead.

I know you can't feel enough to be with me,
And your heart doesn't skip that extra beat,
But put your best hand high and be true to yourself,
And through gritted teeth promise yourself that we can't be.

I've told you I would be our smile,
I've told you to hold my heart in both hands,
I've told you I'd go the mile,
Now tell me you don't feel the same for me.