Get Back What You Gave

I sit back and try to picture,
A life free from memories of you.
It's hard to imagine a life like that.
Because I know it will never come true.

I know that everything happens for a reason.
But I just can not see.
What I could have done to make the Lord
Angry enough to send you to me.

Maybe I lied too many times.
Maybe I fought too much.
Maybe I should have kept away
From things I knew not to touch.

But none of that adds up to
All the pain that you brought.
I hope some day you feel the pain,
And think the things I thought.