That Special Place

"Your 1st ever bf/gf will always have a special place in your heart"
I'll remember these words forever and always
These words are what you said to me
And I was surprised but grateful to hear them
It'd been 4 years since we had a civil conversation
And you made my day
You made me smile
You made me cry but they were happy tears
You made my troubles fade away
I felt loved and wanted
You made me laugh which is what I needed
I can't believe what you said
That you'd handcuffed me to yourself so I wouldn't have left
Then you self-doubted your self
You called your self an Idiot for not talking to me
But i understand now
Because i was your first love
You didn't know how to react after we broke up
But just so you know
Hunni, I love you and forever I will
I wish that it didn't end the way it did
The times we were fighting we could've been friends
And when we were together that way we could've stayed
But that was the past and the present is now
As we were talking something happened to me
Something inside it ached and wanted something more
It wanted not only to talk to you but to see you
Too hold you again too love you once more
But like you said
Your 1st ever bf/gf will always have a special place in your heart
This is true
And forever and always
That special place is for you !