Blinded by the white light,
It is too bright to think
As the car came towards me,
and started to swerve,
i couldnt see, nor believe,
why it had to be me, why me?
so im lying here on the floor,
laying motionless behind closed doors.
i want this all to be a bad dream,
i want nothing to be as it seems,
maybe if i wish hard, this will all be a dream.
i pray to god, that it will be over soon,
then i look out the window at the moon,
maybe, maybe...
when i open my eyes, i am high above the skies,
i walk up white steps,
and there i see it,
all my life ive waited to see this,
and now that i can, it doesnt feel right.
i wake up,
it was all just a dream,
nothing was as it had seemed
i sat up, and looked at my mum
"welcome back hun,
im sorry but this nightmare has only just begun"
thats when she lost it,
bit-by-bit i became her target,
to hit whenever she was down.
all this because her father had a drink,
and did not think,
what would happen, if he went out.
now every night i wake up and shout.
i want it all to stop,
but it has only just begun...
