Scared to Fall

*Scared to Fall*
Why am i so scared to get close to you
Why am i so scared to let myself go
How far do you have to go
To prove that you love me
Why am i so scared to fall

I feel myself getting closer to you
Then i feel my self pushing you away
Trying to find a reason to run
Seems to be easier that way

I know that i need you
Thats something i cant deny
So why am i trying to find the cracks
In something that makes me feel so complete

I cant picture my life without you
But just how far will you go
Before you give up too
Whats the point of holding on
When the other is trying to let go

I would have no one else to blame
But myself
Losing you would be my bigest regret
It has nothing to do with you
Your everything i have always wanted

But now that your here its like
I dont know what to do
Why is it so hard to let you love me
Why cant i just love you

I know it might not seem fair
But im asking you to fight for me
Please dont let me run

I alway thought i could make it on my own
No matter how much it hurt
I didnt need anyone
As long as i had me

But with you by my side
I feel like its okay to be weak
I know that you will be there to
Wipe away my tears

But whats its gonna be like
When your no longer there
And im back to being on my own
Maybe it will hurt less in the end
If i just keep you away

So now im cought in the middle
I need you
I want you
But im afraid to let you in

Why am i so scared to get close to you
Why am i so scared to let myself go
How far do you have to go
To prove that you love me
Why am i so scared to fall