Apology

Pass by the moon
that swept through the stars
that made the sun rise
that healed all my scars

the pain i shall have
the pain i shall make
for the life that i live
i wished it was fake

he was all that i wanted
i thought i could have
but just left me here
all lonely and sad

so every night
before i go to bed
i slit with the rose thorn
and want to be dead

one of these days
ill do it, you'll see
so come to my grave
and apologize to me