Party on a ground floor New years eve 2005
Held back the tears all night
Pretended to smile and enjoy myself
Yet i was dying.. But how would you of known
Not that you had the guts to do it you're self
You got my best mate to dump me from you
How could you hurt me like that
Make her cry and make me be more fake
Top floor of west orchards a month later
I'm screaming out you're name
Telling them to get you
Tell them where you work
There's a crowd surrounding where I'm gonna jump from
He's running to me hoping I'm gonna be OK
He's got so much running through his mind
And now he's there standing under me
Seven floors between us
I let a single tear roll down my cheek
It hit's you're cheek
You're realizing you've done the wrong thing
Or i wouldn't of asked for you
People are sneaking up behind me
I'm pretending not to notice them
I turn around and say
Tell him i love him, Tell him i forgot how to care,
Tell him everything i was to scared to Say
And i throw a note down to him
He screams his sorry and gets on his knees and begs me not to
But i couldn't stand these last 31 days
Crying myself to sleep because of you
So this is where it is i know you're crying now
People's faces look so shocked and scared
I scream goodbye and that I'll love you until i die
I let go and i fall down, down, down
The last thing i see when I'm falling is his eyes glanced on me
With so many tears rolling from them
You scream no and give me mouth to mouth
I'm not breathing, but i can hear what you say
I can feel you're touch on my lips
You Hold My hand and wait for the ambulance to come
This time you're with me all the way
You never leave my side, You're waiting at the window to see if I'm OK
You comfort my best mate as you get told i might not make it
The monitor beeps constantly with my heart beat
Then it stops makes a sound you'll remember for ever
You both cry and scream no, people rush in and out the room
And the constant beeping starts all over again
You look through the window, while my mates crying on the floor
You see my arm so scarred and harmed
I'm alive breathing, just about talking, With broken bones
And you walk in and say you're sorry and hold me like you used to.
