Anguish Habits

Rolling up the sleeves
Releasing the anguish again
Take the acid and cover the wounds
Hearing you voice inside
Making me laugh what a beautiful sin
Making me cry what a beautiful perfection

Last envious drop of dark sickened death
The last sin of abyss
That last simple kiss
On stroke of fresh air
Realizing whoâ??s really dead
On last breath to make me gain everything

The permanence of your mind
Am I really there?
Will this simple love be the immortality of life?
Can I really see?
The Mephistophelean of this simple forsaken life
Who am I?
In this scattered world
What can I do?
This diabolical sense of love
Am I really here?

Kissing away the pain only one last time
Youâ??re listening to my sinister plan of hate
No more pain of this convicted love
This endless passion Thrown to deep
Stop now my luvâ?¦before it gets to deep
Stop
Stop
Stop
Stop
Are you done yet with this simple HELL?

Keep me waiting wondering if it will ever stop
Do you love me enough to stop the lunacy?
The hydrophobia waste of time

Take this atrocious word of mine
The detest awful truth
Take the unusual self
And see why Iâ??m wrathful
Why I Shed that Tear
Why I use my knife

This simple heart has questin
To who or what is love
The in certainty of life itself
Itâ??s now the simple doubt

Can I rely on you come ulterior life
For the actions following you
Forever shed the light
On more bloodshed tear of mine
Follows for your path
Seeing you not see me
Is more than I can be?
Follow what you want to
As for me I am destroyed

Sinful habits cannot exceed
What we have in store
To waste my life for what you do
Brainsick children fill my mind
As to see what I feel like
The demented half has now seen luminosity
The depraved uttered mind
Love isnâ??t dubitable now
But for me itâ??s secure

Baby youâ??re my everything
And Iâ??m not yet ready to lose
But simple things are changing
And I am dynamical too
So take my scared hand bloody in all
Follow my journey
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