True Happiness

Yes haha, well I wrote this to kayce just now.. so tell me what you think!

..sorry but it did..its changing everything now.. I cant do this any more.. im really hurt, and i cant even belive im this hurt. every time you say "I lvoe you" the hole goes deeper..im hurting all over and i just wanted to die..when i did need you..you left..i cut..right before i called you back..i spent all last night crying..and right when i got off the phone wif u..my heart is broken more then ever. its just keeps falling more and more..in that hole..i cant fix it no more. i really thought you out of all people would say that..no one has ever said it to me..but my mom..and tahts different. but when you said it..it took the breathe away.and i felt like i was cloggin up..and fadin away..i was really bout to kill myself last night..really i hadd everything..i just kept cutting and cutting...i couldn't stop..i finaly fell sleep..with tears in my eyes..i just i thought..we could make it through..but now i know we cant..u need time away from me..and i need time away from you..just better work like that..im not saying ur not hurt too..i kno you are..but i would have never said that too you..and would have never planed on it.andi know you want to spend time with you friends..but you do the same thingn when i hang out with my friends..i cant help..that martha and..brittany is relly all i got over here now. there just ppl where i can get over ppl..i need space..big time..even if i takes not talking to you..i know its going to hurt.. i just dont understand it..." you don't knw what you have until its gone" I guess its true, and im were both suffering more and more. its just how its working..maybe every one is right once again.."dont keep going back out with the same person more then once" yeah im leaving.. you better be glad..i actually had some one calm me down. because really i would have been gone. so yeah maybe urll be on when am..but if i dont talk to you dont be mad..i think i hate u in a way because of what ou said..but i love you more then i hate you..and its killing me..sorry i dont really hate you..i just in away i dont..so dont take it in a rong way. well got to go..bye.

love you. :-(

Sounded like me just last night.. I cut myself and was happy about it for a second.. then I was sad to realise what I had done..

It's a good poem.

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Awsome it sounds like me lol i like it a lott u keep up the good work
thanx for the comment

GOOD POEM