You've always been there for me
no matter what was going wrong
but now that you're with her
it really feels like you're gone
I want to be happy for you
and I know I should be
it's hard to hide what I'm feeling
this just isn't like me
I wish I could say I hate her
but I have no reason to
I'm used to being your favorite girl
and now that's not true
maybe I've loved you all along
and just didn't know
now she's the girl in your life
and I don't want to let go
we've been friends for so long
and I've never felt this way before
always seeing you as just a brother
but maybe that's not what I want anymore
I'm so confused
you never call me back
and ignore me when she's there
I just don't want it to be like that
I don't know what to do
just go on being your friend
or tell you how I feel now
because I wouldn't want our friendship to end
I don't know how to tell you how I feel
maybe you'll never understand
I just know I don't want you to change
I don't know if I wanna be the one to hold your hand