This Never Ending Battle...

Last night I couldnt take it
My life just fell apart
I spent the whole night crying
Which truly breaks my heart

I thought there would be people
Who would never let me die
But last night really showed me
How my friendships are just a lie

No one seems to care for me
No ones ever there
And all this pain is killing me
Where its just to much to bare

As I sat there all alone
with the scissors in my hand
I pushed it to my wrist
Knowing no one understands

As I slowly start to bleed
My fears just fade away
I knew that if I didnt
The pain would always stay

I then got into bed
And cried myself to sleep
Its the only time im happy
With the memories I keep

I knew that in the morning
Ill do this all again
Ill fight this never ending battle
In which my heart will never mend...

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