My Many Unasked Questions

Is depression genetic?
or is my pain self induced?
is there a pill to make me happy?
or does it come in the form of a juice?

Why is everyone blinded?
Are my masks really that good?
Or are they just ignoring the pain,
and pretending everything is like it should?

Would they notice if I was gone?
Why do they keep kicking me to wards the door?
How come even the dog can't notice.
when my mind is broken and my body is sore?

How come everyone leaves me,
when I need them with me the most?
How come I can no longer seem to cry,
like I'm sitting here like a ghost?

How come I can be so happy,
and so sad in the blink of an eye?
Why am I even still holding on,
to a life that just obviously makes me cry?

Why do the people I care about,
always bring me to tears?
Why do I feel like they always open,
the box containing my fears?

Why do I continue to feel alone,
when I know people love me with all their heart?
Why do I still bear these emotional scars,
when all they do is tear me apart?

These are just a few of the questions,
that run through my mind each day,
a few of the questions I always think,
but I know I will never say.

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