When I...

When I try to fly
I will fall

When I go to write
I won't remember how

When I try to speak
No sound will come out

When I want to be free
I will be held back

When I am happy
I won't be for very long

When I want to talk
There’s nobody to talk to

When I need to be alone
No one will leave me be

When I go to sleep
I have nothing but nightmares

When I want to live
I will die

And when I love you
You don’t love me too