The lie of life...

I hate it,
how my love is a lie,
not to u,
u know i love u,
but to everyone else,
just because of our sex,
my parents wouldn't accept,
not all of my friends do,
i get odd looks,
from people i do not know,
when our hands,
are locked together,
our love is the same,
as the rest,
2 people have the feeling,
in their heart,
where it just feels right,
and it does,
so i wish,
i wouldn't get looked down on,
for being "different"
so what if i love someone,
that is my same sex,
it is still love,
like all love,
i love her,
and she loves me,
what does it matter,
God, why don't people understand?
what is the problem,
i don't want it to be a lie,
i want to tell my family,
and them be happy for me,
but i would just be looked at,
in a weird way,
like i always do,
but from my family,
even worse,
they should accept me,
they should support me,
for any decision i make,
i doubt that would happen,
they don't understand,
just like everyone,
they are no different,
all i want,
is to show my love,
for my family to accept me,
show me how much they care,
maybe my wishes will come true,
ha!
they would laugh,
like i was telling a joke,
when i am not,
is it too much to ask for?
i guess it is,
i will have to keep my love a lie,
it will be the lie of life,
not telling my family the truth,
makes me feel,
like i am the bad person,
but i am not,
they are,
they make me lie,
it is their fault,
why am i blaming?
is is my fault?
because i am in love,
i guess so,
it doesn't matter,
it will stay the lie of life,
until i know my family will accept,
it may be a lie, forever
i do not care,
i am in love,
and will not fall out,
just for them,
they don't deserve me,
they don't even know me,
but i know her,
she is who i love,
and she will be my lie of life!