all this time i wonder why
why do u do this to me
how can u just look at me and say you have done nothing wrong
im always the one to blame
you made me like this
you tell me s**t i don�¢??t want to hear
you say that i made this family broken
its my fault im living
but how ?
you f**kin made me
you made me like this
because of u i hate living
i want to kill myself everyday
you care 4 a day then started yelling again
you say that i don\\\'t need friends
u say that i look fat
because of that i don\\\'t eat
the only support i got is my friends
there always there 4 me
they r the only ones i think care about me
i tell them things wouldn\\\'t dare tell u
i act happy at school to hide away my tears
When i get home that\\\'s when i cry
Your the one who told me to leave
You are the one who hit me
you blame me 4 anything
im the one u love to yell at
u love to see me fall
i don\\\'t know why you blame me 4 things i didn\\\'tt even do
all i have to do is look at my scars
it reminds me what u did
all i can say now is u made me like this and i wont change
at school im a different person
Behind the smile i have is a fake
if u sore the real me you would see
how much hate, sadness and depression i have
you just don\\\'t understand me
you don\\\'t no when to stop
do u even know me?
or am i just a shadow that disappears at night
im sorry if I destroy the family but
Really it was you
my life will never be the same
