Wont let me forget

Have u ever wonder waht it feel to be dead i dont have i have felt it instead. I felt my life come to an end. Life as i know it was just all pretend. Every thing around was fild with darkness. Every thing next to me just brought more sadness. I have lost the will to fight. I have lost every thing that brought some light. This happend when i was to small to know. I was young pure as the white snow. That was taken from me lightning fast.I now it was in the past. That dosent matter vuz im filled with pain. I still have with me is like im stuck on a chain. Ill always have with me i think i could never foget. Ill always have with me it wont let me forget.