Sometimes i wish i was dead

~Wishez~
Sometimes i wish i was dead
i wish i wouldn't have to deal
with this crappy life. i really
wish my life was worth something.

My life is worth nothing
people act like i can loose anger,
but you can never loose anger,
you can only choose to over feel anger.

anger is the last thing i care about.
i just hate waking up to another
lame, low-life, lousy, no point of living, day. theres no way i can envy life.

one of these days
it'll all end, the pain,
suffering, frustration,
memories, not worth living for.

maybe i can choose that day?
Maybe?