I think to myself...

Sometimes I wonder to myself, how did I ever fall for you?
How could I have ever thought that we'd end up together?
You were nothing but sweet to me, and that's how I fell.
I fell for those beautiful eyes and your gorgeous smile.
The emotions you put me through, it would have been a lot less painful if you put a knife through my heart.
I wonder to myself, is this what I am becoming?
Am I going to let my emotions control me?
I am sick and tired of crying every night.
I am tired of thinking about what might be.
Just because I fell for your beautiful eyes and gorgeous smile...doesn't mean I can't give it up just as easily.