Missing the reality of you and me,
the emptiness that no one seems to see,
the criticism that Ive been told,
the same old things all start to get old,
Giving up is all Ive done,
Giving up the things that i once considered fun,
Isolated myself into a world of hate,
Obviously, look at me..its too late,
I thought this'll save me,
from everything i was too scared to see,
that was a backfire all it did was bring out the fear inside,
i just want to go back to you and confide,
i put you into something so undeserving,
the health of you has stopped returning,
the sound of your voice gives me the energy to take all the challenges on,
by the next morning its already gone,
the world on top of me,
the people of cruelty and all its greed,
the moving of me wasn't suppose to affect you,
but that was my mistake and theres nothing i can do,
I'm sorry for not being there on your 14th birthday,
I'm sorry i cant be there and just to say,
I'm here for you....
I'm sorry i cant be there to cry with you,
I'm sorry i cant be there to enjoy the moments,
I'm sorry .. I'm sorry....
thats all i can say,
id give anything to just see and hold you for one more day,
I'm sorry I'm sorry,
thats all i can say,
i wish i could take all your misery and sorrow away..
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(For Caitlin..and everyone who Ive affected in a bad way somewhere along the line of me moving away)
