Trying to....

Trying to survive is one of the hardest things on earth
there is to much pain and grief
Trying to satisfy you is one of the worst things in life
why cant you accept me for who I am
not for who you want me to be
Trying to keep my self from falling apart is one of the longest struggles I live with
especially when you keep striping me apart
Trying to trust is one of the riskiest things I try to practice
how could I when I have been betrayed
But trying to keep me heart from breaking is the thing I failed at, over and over again.