Lies

Under my clothes,
the secrets lay.
through my mouth,
i softy lie.
through the look in my eyes,
if you look deep enough,
you would see that i cant stay strong.
i try my best,
not to cut,
but the sensation is really hard.
i do not mean to let people down,
so i wont tell anyone,
unless someone finds out.
i am sorry i have to lie,
i am sorry i cant do anything right.
i am sorry i cant talk to anyone,
i am sorry that i am not strong enough to pull through.