Go ahead just yell at me again
I felt like I had more then enough headaches today
I can take it anymore...
Your insane
No one is like you
and I mean this
In so many horrible ways
The words have pierced me right through the heart (again)
The hands that almost didn't stop (in time)
The yelling I thought would go on forever
All I want this holiday
Is a "I'm so proud of you today"
I hear the glass from downstairs
I hope your OK
I'd just like to be accepted by you..Just for tonight
The "good" kids are the sinners
While the "bad" kids get locked up
The angels above
People always have something to hide, a secret, the last thing you would expect
You see I learned that in school today
I'll see you again when you grow up
And get some parenting skills
October 13
One of the worst days of my life
Just shut up
I never get what I want
I wish i could give you the finger, right now
But you wont even listen to me talk
You think everyones kids are perfect
Mother, your a fool
Daddy, just let it go..
Life is so fragile
Please hold on
Your killing yourselves..
And your getting to everyone else
My life is on a string..
I know I'm the devil
Even though I don't sin
You've been tricked by fake smiles too many times
So thats why I'm the worst kid
All I want for this holiday
Is a smile on your face
A "I'm so proud"
"I'll let you do whatever you want just for tonight"
Mom and Dad I love you so much
You don't even know
That I wish I could show
I don't hate you like some "good" kids do
You tell me I'm a mistake
Over and over again
I guess the abortion didn't go so great
Well I'm starting to believe it
But I missed you today
Just give me some more chances
I'll be the best kid you've ever made
Well you'll just tell me to shut up
Nothing I do is right
Nothings good enough for you
I'll never get it right
Nothing will ever go right
Nothing is right
No one is perfect
I try to find the light
