Only The Beginning

Wow I never thought you'd hide anything from me
especially something like that..
your the last person, I'd think who'd do that
Talk about a mask
I told you everything
Now you tell me...Only the beginning
I'm so upset..
Teary eyed (Crying right in front of you)
Sniffling
I trusted you..(Holding it back)..
Now all the time.

You had something to hide..Its not even the crime..Its the time.
You never told me..for so long..For the longest time
For the longest time
For the longest time
For the longest time
You told everyone else...Now i know the truth
...Now i know the truth
I never thought you could hide something from me
I told you everything
anything
I'm not lying
I'm no liar
I'm not hidden
You kept it from me..
and told everyone else..
and thats what pains me..
Over here (puts hand on chest)
And thats whats changing my thoughts over here (Takes gun, points it at head)
And I'm not sure, What my head tells me now
Except this trigger, is telling me loud
What I should do
Is obvious now

...And now I know the truth
and its killing me..(all of its inside)
Is it showing on the outside?
it ripped a hole in my heart..for the very first time
My heart is shattered..( I felt it when it did)
Didn't believe it at first ( a melodramatic song, yes it is)
I'm not melodramatic
Thats just the way i feel..
I'm not going to get over it.
Its not that easy.
Thats just the way you think of everyone else.
It hurts so much I don't want to talk about it
I'm just numb..
2 years..
You didn't tell me..
Not even the name..
Not even one hint of this
Now I taste it
The taste is just bitter, not one hint of sweet
Liar Liar (My hearts of fire)
And now you do, and you probably regret it
Like it would be better that way
Who am I gonna talk to?
Trust now?
I don't have anyone but you..
and now your gone
i didn't know..
You didn't even take of all that mask..
Liar Liar (My hearts of fire)
I cant even trust you anymore..
You were my only...and now moments before this was to savor..Before I liked the flavor
Your doing me a favor..
So many chances..
Now this is the last dance
I let you abuse me for so long..and its time
I should find someone else..
to be inf actuated with
And this time, I mean it
I'm going to try

I'm so attached to you..And I cant move on
You have so many others, I don't know whats gone
except everything i had in the first place
But now thats history..
Goodbye..
I'll see you in another time
I'm officially gone.
I'll still talk to you, but it wont be the same, like the day we met,
but thats OK..(Yeah thats OK)
For now and ever..
I'm glad i don't need you now, you aren't worth one piece of my heart anyway