My Hurt

I used to feel, I used to hurt
You took that away from me
Now I know only remorse.
How my life has gone off course

I used to love, I used to dream
Now I know the world's not as it seems
You took my life, body and soul
I will never again feel whole

My boyfriend helps, he numbs the pain
But he wasn't there when you played those games

You made me cry, you made me hate
I'll never reach those pearly gates
Your life I want as my repayment
I loathe your every movement!

I cannot wait till your judgment day!

You will burn deep in hell
How long left I cannot tell
You should have killed me, let me go
It wouldn't have hurt as much.

I wouldn't have to remember
Those eyes, your smell, your touch.
Will I ever be free, will i ever forget
All I have left are my regrets

I regret that day each waking hour
That stupid day you took my power
Just let me go to live my life
I have hurt enough

So disappear forever
And I can move on..........