I have to confess to more than one
I have to let you know what i have done
I came home, filled with tears
From all the words, from all these years
I stand in the boxing ring
Not noticing
I'm the one doing the hitting
When she told me what she would do
I thought I'd confess it all to you
When i felt so alone
All i had to do was pick up that phone
When the cuts and pills wernt enough
My life and soul began to give up
You always lingered in the background
But now I'm with you
The broken shards have been found
I should really confess this one last thing
But i don't know if it will brake me from this swing
So perched up high in my thoughts
I never wanted to tell you all
But now i guess you've seen the cuts
And now you are beginning to fuss
Should i tell him one last thing
Or keep my mouth shut and cary on living
But wouldn't he want to know what i do
So now i am confiding in you
Should i tell him about my eating
Now should i tell him while we both are breathing?
I'm sorry bout all the s**t
You already know
But there is one last thing before i go
I am bulimic and please don't sigh
For everything is okay tonight
I'll try and stop all this pain
I cause
For i don't want to hurt
Anymore
