I look next to me
thers no one there..
i look ahead of me
its to blurry to see...
i look behind me
i see evrything so clearly...
i look at myself in the mirror
i see a nobody...
i cant see whats ahead of me
im not sure i want to...
im afraid of what the future hold for me
of knowing whats next...
ive always thought tso differently
that id be happy...
never thought id be sad
with tears streamin down my face everynight...
i thought i found Mr. Right
i shouldnt have thought about it...
i knew he was Mr. Right (i still do)
but im not his perfect girl...
i knew that i was his perfect girl the one for him
but i didnt know it, i never thought about it...
i know i should of
but i was just so blinded by his/my love...
i knew we were going to be together
always and forever...
damn! what had gotten into me
the love i had for him made me go crazy...
he was always in my mind
never left my thoughts or my dreams...
it was always him
i knew we were meant to be..
i wanted us to be his one and only love
now that i think of it hes my first love, my one and only...
i think that me n him were emant to be
just friends nothing further more
cause we\\\'re not close, we\\\'re far to far away to be....
i thought it could of lasted with him
maybe it still can, (in my dreams)...
damn how i wish that dream would come true
i keep hopen dreamin wishen it will (maybe one day)...
maybe im starting to think wrong
i coulda been right when i first met him...
we could be meant for eachother
we will last forever just me n him...
i know it in my heart
i just got to wait to not b so far apart...
but how long can a girl go without the love of her life
maybe a few days a few weeks maybe jue maybe a few months but not forever...
her life wont b the same without him in it
he has to be there with her to comfort to tell her he loves her to make her feel safe in his arms...
