Alone

I feel so alone
i feel that no one wants to be with me
it's like no one cares for me
(just like how it was before)
im all alone i feel so unloved.. Why?
i dont want to be so alone any more
how come i still am?
what did i do to deserve this lonelyness..
when will God reward me from being in all this pain,
and no one here to help me throgh it all
how come he wont let my dream come true
i just want to be with him to meet him to see if he really is the one for me
is it a sign that hes just a waste of time,
that im just an accesroy in his life...
please hlep me please tell me what to do
who to go to
i want him to be the one for me
i love him so much how come i cant tell him that
how come he can only read it n me only type it
why cant he be here so i can hear his voice feel his touch,
(kisses,his arms around me(holding me so tightly) his hand on my hand)
i wanna hear his voice i wanna hear him say "i love you"
why cant i
does he not even excist
is he just a dream that i feel thats so real
(that i feel part of it is real)
i want him all the way out of my dreams and into my life
i wanna live my dreams not in my dreams
can that hapen just for once
just one dream of mine
let it b real
thats all i want
just to be happy for once is that to much to ask for when im so deeply inlove..