Mom...

I'm sorry that you hate me now
Mom i really am
I'm sorry that i broke your heart
But you couldn't understand
I wish that i could go back now
So i wouldn't tell you wrong
I wouldn't let you get to me
I would have been more strong
What did you expect mom
You really should have seen
That i was living hell
While you were in a dream
You should have seen it coming
All the signs were there
Your daughter tried to strangle me
You didn't even care
Don't you think i heard you mom
Those times i was in bed
You were downstairs cussing me
Yeah i heard the stuff you said
You don't drink or do drugs
So what is your excuse
God mom you make me sick
You make me want to puke
You know it hurt to say it
To say that i hate you
But mom when i said it
In my heart it felt so true
Mom now I'm gone
And its me you never see
And now you know how it felt
And that i was only me
I'm sorry mom
I made you cry
I love you mom
But i cant apologize