It was coming like a monster
couldn't run
couldn't hide
just stood around
let it come and hurt me
couldn't help myself
all alone
pitch, black, darkness
afraid to sleep
lie awake in the darkness
scared of tomorrow
if ill even be here
on this earth
tomorrow
maybe thats the problem
my monster
coming day after day
cant stop it
nobody can help me anymore
i am my own monster
eating myself up
getting used to the pain
not one feeling
not one once of anything left
i am alive but dead
i am sleeping now
i will never, ever wake up
