Im Sorry, So Sorry

I'm really sorry
and that i mean
i didn't mean to hurt you
you were only sixteen

i didn't know what i said
you took so much to heart
i didn't know
it tore you apart

i was unaware
of the pain i caused
the silence grew louder
i stopped and paused

i touched your hand
then your cheek
your face so cold
my knees so weak

my eyes so sore
from all the tears
just remember
your in my prayers

I'm sorry, so sorry
i cry and scream
iv had enough
and fall to my knees

crying uncontrollably
i didn't mean what i said
i was having a bad day
i don't want you to be dead

i love you so much
i always will
nothing would ever change that
why did you take that damn pill

I'm sorry, so sorry
please forgive me
his dad helps me up
i apologize to his family

his face so strong
yet streaked with tears
this has aged him
by many years

his dad hands me a rose
i hold it in my hand
close my eyes and pray
that you will return to me someday

i throw it in the casket
as the lid closes
on top of it
lay a dozen roses

the last time i got to touch you
and say my final prayers
say my final goodbye
and shed those final tears

for i will join you soon
its my fault your gone
we will be together again
before the break of dawn